Middle Of The Night TastingΒ 

Grace was a beautiful little lady who just recently got a new boyfriend…Kyle. Kyle was a looker for sure and so far he treated Grace like a queen. They took turns spending the night at each other’s place. 

Not only was Kyle soooo good in bed, but Grace has learned he has this new thing he loves doing. But he only wants to do it while she’s asleep in the wee hours of the morning. He wants to wake her up by doing it. I guess it has become a fetish/fantasy for him maybe. The first time it happened was a few weeks back and Grace was woke up by intense pleasure. 

Kyle had went to the store before she came over for the night and he bought several different things like strawberry and chocolate syrup for ice creams and jars of different fruits like cherries, peaches, etc, and cool whip. But he put them up and didn’t say nothing. After Grace fell asleep Kyle stayed awake. At around 2 am Kyle went into the kitchen and grabbed the chocolate syrup and cool whip then got back into bed. 

Kyle slowly uncovered Grace who was already naked. He gently pulled on her side until she rolled over onto her back. He waited and made sure she stayed asleep. He threw the blanket off the bed and stood at the end of the bed leaned over her lower half of her body licking her pussy lips so gently. Her legs were closed so instead of opening them to wake her he just poured the chocolate syrup on her pussy with legs closed. He used his fingers to put the cool whip on right around her clit area. He sat the stuff aside and easily laid on her legs and began licking on her pussy again eating up the cool whip off of her. 

He ran his tongue all over her pussy and pushed his tongue in between her pussy lips licking up the chocolate that slipped its way in between her lips. She moved one leg a little bit and he gently pushed that leg to open her up a little more. After succeeding he pours more of the chocolate syrup and soaks her pussy. Kyle went right back to licking her pussy. He slipped his tongue in and out of her rather fast. Then started sucking on her pussy like it was a peach and sucked with quite a bit of pressure. This caused her to start waking up. 

Kyle never slacked off and Grace opened her eyes and realized she was getting some early morning loving but didn’t know she had chocolate all over her pussy. She grabbed the hair on his head and started grinding on his face while he sucked and licked harder. 

After she came he raised up his head and she seen the chocolate on his face and asked what is on you? He told her and she giggled but it kinda turned her on. Kyle dropped a few drops on each nipple and sucked on them until it was all gone. Grace was loving this shit. 

Kyle got on his knees on the bed and poured the chocolate on his dick and straddled Grace putting his dick in her mouth for her to suck on it. As she did Kyle was slowly stroking his dick in and out of her mouth while she did the tongue work licking his dick going out then inside her mouth over and over. He put his hands on her head and pulled her head towards him as he pushed his dick in her mouth. They were both so turned on by this new little additive it was crazy. After every playtime tasting they fucked so hard they’d pass out immediately after. 

Every few nights Grace was awoken by Kyle with something new being eaten off of her pussy. It wasn’t that he didn’t love her taste it was a fantasy he was living out with her. And Grace enjoyed it all with him. Whatever he licked off of her she got to lick off of him. 

Her favorite one was when he used cherries. He barely bit into one and rubbed the cherry all over her body with the juice from the cherry jar all over her and put it in her mouth while kissing her. It was highly erotic. 

Such a simple thing that sparked up a big thing with their already great sex life, just made it more amazing! 

Grace had to keep a stock pile of sheets lol, they could care less about ruining the sheets and possibly ruining the moment by laying out towels and shit. So hot, so erotic! So worth it! 

Lori 

I Should Be……

I was out & about quite a bit today. I came dragging in at home around midnight. What I was doing or where I was or who I was with is not important. But during the drive home I couldn’t help but think why the hell am I so depressed? I mean I come & go as I please, I do whatever whenever the hell I want. I should be happy as hell I can run damn wild. Regardless of money or assholes I deal with, I really should be happy & having the time of my fucking life! 


I cranked up the radio & I tried to really process what the hell is wrong. I know what it is…I do. It’s several things that eat at me everyday all day long. For one, I care to damn much for a person that wouldn’t give me the time of day or barely even think of me. 2nd, money or lack of. 3rd, I hate being alone at night. 4th, my current living situation which y’all know I’ve wrote about it over & over. I’m thinking I need some serious ass changes to be done. I’m single & free & I think I should live as such & be happy. I’ve been so depressed it’s made me like…lazy I guess you could say? I stopped working at making money online with the blog & vlog because I just simply can’t get out of bed. I force myself to go to work, clean my house, fix myself up, etc. I’m realizing just how stupid I’ve been at letting certain people & the other shit get to me. To hell with all of it & them. I have literally allowed this to happen to me. It’s my fault, not the situations or the lame sorry ass people that have hurt me or done me wrong simply because I allowed it all. I will SHINE again! 


The way I see it is if anybody really wants me to still be in their life they better prove it to me because I’m done, I’m done with the bullshit, I’m done with being treated like shit, & I’m done being made to feel like I am a nothing. This is my damn life & I don’t deserve to be treated like I am nor do I HAVE to put up with my current living situation or anything else, I’m in charge period. I have no idea what I’m going to do about it but I will change it all to better myself. At least I have a very general idea of what is killing me, now I just have to work on fixing it all somehow.

I think its funny though how people approach me & think they know me. Some think I’m nothing but a whore just because of the naughty stories I write. All y’all that think that are wrong on that one because I’m not even close to being a whore I just love to write them there stories. Some think I’m shy & quite…hahaha. Some think I’m lying about everything I write…wrong again. Some think I’m mean..I am, to those that treat me like shit, cross me & I can show you what bitch means. And so on & so on..blah blah blah. Truth is no one really knows me or gets me. I write a lot of personal things about me on here but trust me there’s a shit ton I tell no one about myself. No one wants to know me well enough so I don’t talk about the real me. When you get used & walked all over you just stop opening up at some point. 

But anyway, I want to be happy I really do. I have no idea where to start or what to do but I’m going to start trying my best to focus on it the best I can. I feel like I need a break but I think I should start paying more attention to myself than others & the stack of bills & the job. I honestly had to make myself take care of my ‘business’ the other night. I needed the release but I just didn’t wanna. No one is here enough to really realize just how sad & shit I am. When I’m around someone I hide it the best I can but my girlfriend can notice even if I’m smiling & she’s the only one that has done that. She told me once a while back she can see it in my eyes. 


Somehow, Someway, Someday I will overcome it all.

Well I’m going to bed so goodnight people. It’s been a long day but had a good ending πŸ˜€

Love, Lori

 

 

Private Photo Session


   Holly had recently broke up with her boyfriend. The break up was pretty rough on her. To say the least she wasn’t his only girlfriend. The whole thing made her feel bad about herself inside and out. Holly had been pretty down about it all and her bff suggested for her to do a private photo session with a contact she uses for her brides to be. Holly’s friend runs a wedding planning business. 

Holly asked her friend, how is that supposed to help me? Her friend told her to just trust her and that she would set it up for her. Holly had no idea what her friend was up to. No idea! 

A couple of days went by and Holly’s friend text messaged her the time and date of the photo session which was the next day at 1pm. Holly thought to herself that this was crazy and ridiculous. Later that night Holly went through her clothes looking for something to wear for the pictures having no idea she wasn’t going to need any clothing. 

The next day, Holly ran some errands before the photo session since she was off work. She had brought some outfits with her to wear. When she arrived she was a bit nervous because she’d never had professional pictures done before. She turned off her car and grabbed her bag with the outfits and headed inside.  

When she entered she couldn’t help but notice how romantic the place smelled. She wanted to know what that scent was. Her thoughts were interrupted by a very nice looking man who welcomed her and said you must be Holly. She said yes, yes I’m Holly with her shaky voice. He told her there’s no need to be nervous and my name is Mike. Mike pointed the way towards the studio and said right this way beautiful. Holly thought…beautiful? What? And laughed to herself. 

When she entered the studio it felt strange like there was some vibes she wasn’t sure of. Mike assured her everything is going to go just fine. He took her bags and sat them  aside. Holly was pointing at her bags and said my outfits are in there, shouldn’t I get them out? Mike smiled and said no sweetheart I have that covered. He asked her if she has ever posed nude before and Holly gasped. She said no and I don’t plan on it. Mike stood in front of her and took her hands, looked her in the eyes and said there’s no one here but me and you can relax. Holly told him her friend didn’t say anything about nude photos. He smiled and said I know, she told me you would try to run lol. Holly halfway laughed. 

Mike said I’ve taken 100’s of nude photos along with my regular work. But darling you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes. I’ve seen a lot of women come in here but you are different. You’re so beautiful in a way that it’s taking my breath. Holly was speechless. No one has ever spoke to her like that, she don’t know how to take it. She was so attracted to him and he seemed to feel the same way. Holly asked him if he talks to all the women that come in here like that and he said no baby girl I sure don’t, just you because you have a beautiful soul and body. Holly told him you don’t even know me how can you know? Mike told her he could sense it. 

Mike placed Holly in front of the camera standing on what looks like sheets and they were hanging all behind her too. She thought it kinda feels nice and exciting. Mike stood behind the camera and started taking pictures. Holly said I’m not ready. Mike said just be you and slowly remove one article of clothing at a time. Holly was speechless and freaked out a bit but for some reason she really wanted to do it. It was exciting and erotic. She kicked off her shoes and started unbuttoning her shirt. Mike was absolutely attracted to this woman and was just as excited and nervous but he wouldn’t let her see it. 

She pulled her shirt off her shoulders and let it drop to the floor, Mike swallowed hard. He told her to just sway or twirl around to the music that was playing in the background. Holly slightly swayed her hips and turned around to unzip her skirt and let it drop to the floor. Mike raised up and looked over the camera at her, he wanted her so badly. He got back in position before she turned around. Holly standing there in her bra and panties with her heart pounding as she’s unhooking her bra. It too drops to the floor and Mike’s loosing it behind the camera. Holly turned around and slowly swayed her hips as she slowly pulled her panties down bending all the way down to remove them. She raised up and looked towards the camera as she turned to face him forward then removed the clip from her beautiful long hair that fell so seductively. Mike got a drink of water and thought damn and knew he had to be against this woman. He put the camera on record and walked up to her. Holly standing there naked and nervous she asks what are you doing? Mike caressed the side of her face and leaned in to kiss her, she kissed back. 

They kissed like they’ve known each other all along. Holly was pulling at his clothes trying to take them off. Both naked Mike kisses her neck and her breasts, sucking on them gently. Kisses down her stomach and kisses her inner thighs while caressing her and rubbing her legs. He begins licking her pussy, running his tongue up and down. Flicking her clit with his tongue and sucking on it with a little pressure. Sliding his tongue inside of her pussy tasting her and she’s so wet, he couldn’t get enough. 

Mike walks behind her pulling her hair aside kissing on the back of her neck and she could feel his body touching her from behind. He placed one hand on her upper back bending her over. He kneels down and licks her pussy from behind and stroking his tongue in and out of her, loving the taste and feel of her. He kisses her ass all over and starts flicking his tongue on her asshole, licking there while fingering her pussy. Holly was barely able to hold herself up, no one has ever licked on her like that before and she loved it and didn’t want him to stop. 

Both on the floor. Kissing and touching. Holly is slowly sucking on his dick…deep throating him. Mike lays back enjoying how good she was making him feel. Slowly sucking back to the tip allowing her lips to run with the feel of his dick to the head and she starts kissing her way back to his lips. 

While kissing his neck she’s rubbing her wet pussy on his dick, he’s so hard. He’s quietly moaning. She kisses her way back to his dick, sucking harder and licking and sucking on his nuts. She was curious, never done it before but she got lower and started licking below his nuts and he was enjoying it. She kept licking til she reached his ass and he seemed to love that too. 

Mike laid her down and put the head of his dick in her pussy, in and out slowly to tease her. He laid on her kissing her as he slid all the way inside her pussy causing them both to moan. Mike thought he might pass out because she felt unbelievably good. Faster and faster, Holly was already cumming, sounds of her really wet pussy while he fucked her was hot. He turned her over and pounded her doggy style causing her to scream. 

While still inside of her he sits back and pulls her on top of him riding him backwards. He grabs her ass and lifts her, she lifts herself up a bit and they both pound as hard as they could until they both cummed together, he was covered in her cum where her pussy squirted all over him. Holly was rubbing her cum on his nuts right after he finished while he was rubbing her back. They definitely fell asleep quickly after for a good long nap. 

Holly had never experienced such pleasure before nor treated like she was a beautiful queen. It brought a whole other side of her out that she didn’t know existed. She loved it. She wanted more. 

They ended up being a couple, they were perfect for each other in so many ways, they just clicked. But they do however have their first video he recorded of them in a safe place to cherish of that erotic day in the studio. 

Lori 

Hey People 😊

Well I hope y’all are having a good day! It’s been raining where I live. Annnd it’s my weekend off! I’m so glad cause I’m so tired lol. 

Wanted to let ya know that before the weekend is up I promise to write a dirty story. A bunch of ya have asked when am I gonna write again so look for it this weekend. I wish I had a real adventure to write about but I don’t..sorry πŸ˜”. 

And omg I want to thank all of y’all for the uplifting and encouraging words I’m getting from so many of you and also I’m in awe at how many love to read my stuff. I’m so happy y’all enjoy it……Thank You!!!!!❀️ Y’all make my day! 


And yes I’m still standing and making it lol. It’s just day by day but it’s something right? 

So, I found out that more rumors are spread about me today. I won’t say who, where, what or when but they’re just words. Bitches can’t keep their mouths shut for nothing….idgaf hahahaha!! Whatever πŸ˜‚. 

Well I’ll have that story on here sometime soon. Have a great rest of the day!! 

Lori 

Just….BreatheΒ 

If your anything like me or in a similar situation to my life or whatever you deal with you know life-it’s crazy, it’s unkind, it’s out of control, it’s overwhelming, etc. Yes there are good moments but there are a lot of bad ones and those seem to outweigh everything else. 

Me…right now I have no control on what all is going on in my life. I have anxiety attacks every couple of days or so. I cry ALL the time. I seek for help, for a friend that can be here when I need them to be, not just at their convenience. I’m not talking about sex even though it’s a great thing lol. But when you have no one to hold you or hold your hand or talk you through stuff it gets really lonely. And solitude is a killer. 

With me right now, I normally don’t list all my problems but here goes…

  • Rent & other bills always a step behind
  • My truck is in dire need of repairs
  • I need new eye glasses, I can’t see shit
  • I need teeth pulled and probably fake stuff added(embarrassing)
  • I need a new home, mine is literally ready to be just a storage building or torn down, it’s junk. 
  • I absolutely HATE my job with a passion
  • I’m insecure (there I said it), I Need not want a boob job
  • I have not a cent left over to buy a want, not even enough for have too’s
  • And worse of all, I have strong feelings for a person and I have to basically get over it and take it to my grave. The heart wants what it wants

That’s not every little thing but major points. I know some have a lot worse than I do. I’m thankful it’s not worse than it is but it’s bad enough on me that it’s slowly killing me I do believe. 

Soooo….at least once or twice a day I try to remind myself to just fucking breathe Lori. It’s hard to remember to do it because I’m so stressed out all the time. 

Forget your problems for a few moments, just push em back, close your eyes, take a deep breath and chill. Slow down and look at nature. I don’t know why but nature causes me to go into a trance to where I almost feel alive again like I’m worthy of something. 

Forget about:

  1. Your job
  2. Your boss
  3. Your spouse 
  4. Family problems
  5. Friend problems 
  6. Being used, cheated on, disrespected, lied too, etc. 
  7. Bills and money
  8. Whatever is eating at you

Because it will kill you. Stress will kill you. I’m living it everyday of my life and it seems like there’s no hope in sight. I’m not the perfect role model to be trying to help any of you but when I have a moment away from the chaos I try to write and reach out. I need help in so many ways but can’t get it at all and I know some of y’all are in the same boat with me. 

Feeling loved, wanted, useful, and noticed definitely make things a little better. I used to feel all those but I don’t anymore, I don’t get it anymore. Sitting alone 99% of the time proves how much I ain’t any of the above. Yea I get likes and friend requests on facebook but the social media don’t hold me in the middle of the night or wipe away my tears. I’m not popular off social media, so don’t let that ever confuse you about anyone. Offline I’m lonely, sad, feeling unwanted and like second or third choice to anyone. That’s the shit that will get ya. So don’t automatically assume everyone has it better than you. 

In case you need to hear this, I know you do……I don’t know you personally or your problems BUT I love ya, your doing all you can do, you will make it, the right decisions will be made by you-don’t panic, you’re not alone in this, you are attractive, you’re worth it, you’re a blessing to some, life is not over, you’re appreciated, keep fighting! ❀️

I love ya people and have a great day today! Feel free to comment if ya need to say a few words, I’m listening and will respond the best I can. 

Love, Lori πŸ’‹

Talking To Myself πŸ™„

Ok so after work I’m driving home and I start speaking out loud. Asking myself..”Lori, what the hell are you going to do?”.  And, “What do you really want out of life?”. And, “Do you honestly want another relationship or just stay single?”. And, “How are you gonna make ends meet living day to day?”. And, ” How much longer you think this truck is gonna keep kicking?”. Have I done gone crazy now?? Lol 

I didn’t answer myself but I kept on asking a bunch of different questions out loud. I don’t know why, I really don’t. I’m under so much stress right now I’m smothering to death. And the biggest part of it has to do with the lack of money. How the hell do I make it though? I’ve yet to get my rent back on track and they’re getting pissed off at me. The struggle is real as hell let me tell ya. I swear if one more person says to me “it don’t cost that much”, I’m gonna explode. People don’t seem to realize how broke I am and it pisses me off hearing that stuff. 

Y’all I’m awake and I worked all day yesterday and I have to work today, it’s gonna be a long day lol. 

I wish I knew a way out or had a damn plan of some sort. It feels like I’m just existing anymore. I know I’m whining but dammit this has been like this for for way too long now. I don’t run out and blow my money, I just don’t make enough. I barely buy groceries and animals are now eating that cheap shitty dog food. It’s crazy. 

Change of subject, now I’m having to watch what I post on facebook because it’s causing problems. I have had a lot of friend requests lately and yea I sent some out but not a whole lot. But anyway, people take things too serious and most don’t know about me and what I’ve been through so they’re responding to my posts the opposite of what they mean or taking it as if I wanna date. On here is really the only place I can be myself without worry. Oh except my journal haha, I cuss whoever and whatever out in that lol! My phone will be buried with me 😁. 

But back to talking to myself. Do any of y’all do that lol? I was sitting here in bed still asking myself shit. And the house I live in is not my cup of tea but I’m stuck here. I can’t get ahead enough to save up for moving. I’ve been here a year next month and I still have sheets for curtains ugh. I need a miracle or something lol. 

I haven’t been able to work on a dirty story today due to working. After 12 hours I’m beat which is weird because I’m still awake. I’m kinda sleepy now but I’m afraid I won’t hear the alarm and if I’m late again boss done said I was gonna be in big trouble. 

Well I’m gonna attempt to doze anyway. 12 hours is reallllllly long without sleep. 

Gn/Gm to all y’all!

LoriπŸ’œ

Goodnight People 😴😴

This won’t be long lol, I’m exhausted. Just wanted to say hi and that I hope y’all are having a great day and have a great weekend. I am working on an addition to Ms.Badass, so look for when I post it, it’ll be on my facebook wall when I do.

I have a question though. Why do bad, lazy, sorry ass people always get the best of everything? But us people that busts our asses everyday struggle? I know it’s just how it is but it ain’t right. I just need a break for crying out loud lol. 

Welcome to the new readers who have told me they like my blog. Thankyou 😊. 

I posted on facebook earlier about when your so mad you just laugh….it got some responses lol. But that’s how everything and everybody is causing me to be like. I’ve dealt with so much shit I sometimes can’t cry or get mad, I either just sit there numb or laugh…it’s an evil laugh lol but ya know. 

Well that’s all I got, I’m so tired from working and working out which I’m still sticking too lol. It’s got every muscle on me sore as hell! But that’s alright, I want to be toned up. 

Goodnight people! 

Love, Lori 

Nothing feels the same anymoreΒ 

It’s funny how lately I don’t feel the same about things or people like I used to. It’s so strange. Sometimes it feels like I’m walking through someone else’s life instead of my own. Trapped. Confused. Alone. 


I guess I still like or love the same things but I feel different about them. Like it’s not as strong anymore. Being alone has without a doubt impacted me and fucking changed me. When you go from having people around you all the time to absolutely no one….it does something to your mind. To your soul. I believe that’s what has made it hard for me to write right now. I can’t focus on any one thing. I don’t even play that much anymore lately…y’all know what I mean. I haven’t lost it but I think about it and think why? Why do it, no one is here to watch or join in? Just with no one here I’ve just sat down and can’t seem to get back up. 

There for awhile I was pretty happy and influenced in a good way and felt great about myself. But it all came to a screeching halt just like always. I’m never good enough to keep anybody’s attention on just me. There’s always someone better, more exciting, built better, fucks better….that always causes me to lose and be tossed aside like I ain’t shit or don’t exist anymore. 

Only thing I can say to myself and to those people is that one day….you will fucking regret you let me go. I know what I bring to the table and what I’m capable of and if they throw that away then that’s their loss not mine. Once I reach the point or level to where I no longer give a fuck, I’ll be gone, I don’t go back anymore. But I bet I’ll be a memory that flows through their mind. And I’ll even go as far as they may think…damn, I wish I knew where she was, I had her, damn it. Not being conceited at all, I know how good I am in all areas and letting me go is a big mistake. 

All of us are special and badass in our own ways. Some of us have shit you can’t teach others. And most don’t realize that until they’ve lost you because they have eyes on others as well and fucking others so they’re blind to you until your gone, then they notice. 


Also I’ve noticed a pattern lol. Waiting for a reply back from someone and I’ll just leave it sitting on messenger and lay the phone down occasionally glancing over to see if they’ve replied yet. And when you really want to talk to a certain person and you watch them go off & online quite a bit while still waiting for your reply, then they answer you 30 mins to an hour later with a short message back.  News flash….they’re talking to someone else that’s way more important than you are. And for those of you that don’t understand, that little fucking green dot shows your online when your using messenger even if you’ve not been on facebook at all. But honestly I’ve gave up trying to talk to the ones I want to talk to. If they wanted to talk to me they just would. Hell I don’t hardly send a message anymore to anyone. I don’t like the rejection I get so I figured if they’re interested they’ll message…but they still don’t. 



Yes I’m all in my feelings today. I had a bad night last night. I had a horrible terrifying nightmare of my mom dying and I woke up and sat straight up screaming at the top of my lungs. It was pitch black and I was crying with my heart pounding. I turned the light on and left it on and cuddled up to my 5 pillows for comfort wishing I got cuddled back up to. That’s the kind of shit that sucks for me. Having to be there for myself for everything. Like I said this shit has changed me. I don’t know if it’s making me stronger or breaking me down at this point. 

I read a post this morning that said don’t give up on people, miracles happen. Well I’m giving up on someone, someone that use to make me feel alive. I should have listened to the warnings I was told of a long time ago, warnings that should have caused me to never even speak to them to start with. But me being me, I tried anyway. Now I have to learn to let go somehow. Some people will never change no matter how good you are to or for them. 

Any who I hope y’all are having a great day. I’m just gonna be lazy today lol, fuck it πŸ˜‚! I hung my huge comforter up blocking half the house because I’m dying in my house it’s sooooo hot. So far I’m still kicking lol but the other half the house is hot as hell. Hopefully tonight I won’t have to sweat trying to sleep. Also another reason I don’t wanna play 😜…it’s toooo damn hot! I’m not capable of a little quicky to get off, I wanna play dammit an always end up having to get back in tub from sweating 😎. 

And some other things that ain’t the same anymore is I used to love cooking and doing something for every holiday, gardening, art, wood shop stuff, always cleaning and improving my pickup truck-I ain’t hardly touched it other than driving it, writing about sex of course lol….& sex 😝😘 which I don’t get anymore. My lady parts are gonna close up and no one will be able to get in if it keeps going like this hahahahaπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. I need all that naughtiness back! 

Well y’all have a great rest of the day!!!! Love you people ❀️❀️🀘🏻

Love, Lori πŸ’‹

Should be legal to throat punch πŸ˜ˆπŸ˜ˆπŸ˜ˆπŸ˜œ

Hello everybody. Hope y’all had a great weekend. I’m not sure if I’m glad it’s over or not, I can’t decide. Being alone is rough but being around fake people sucks too. Oh well whatever. Hopefully not much longer. 

I’ve come to realize that I hate studying lol πŸ˜‚, I really do. There’s so much I have to learn omg! I’m more of a hands on person than studying from a book person. But I’ll get it eventually. The faster I learn the faster I get away from that stupid job I’m stuck in. 

I want to thank everyone for all the kind words in messages and comments. I’m absolutely in awe that I inspire and wow people and cause people to get all turned on. If I didn’t do all that this blog would be useless. So happy that I have people reading that never read anything, that says a lot! I know I’m not a professional writer. I’ve never took any schooling for it either. But I do write from my heart no matter if it’s fiction, real, or pain that I’m writing about. I love it and always have. Once I’m an over the road driver I will be posting videos on my vlog on YouTube. I have some videos on there now if ya wanna check them out. Here’s the link. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3TUhqOdYsi2uxGJYAIOCpw

I know I’ve haven’t wrote too many dirty stories lately😜 but I will be, I won’t ever stop. As y’all know I’m just going through shit like everybody else except I have to deal with it alone. And due to some recent stuff I’ve found out about people I honestly don’t even want to talk about my life. They ain’t worth hearing or knowing about me anymore but the only way is to just stop writing and write only stories period. But that’s not what my blog is about. It’s not just stories it’s about me and my life….a journal basically. 

I feel like I’ve had some sort of turn around today or maybe I’m just sick of everyone’s bullshit. But I just simply don’t give a fuck anymore….again lol. I can’t name one person I can depend on. Do you know how hard that is to grasp a hold of? Well let me tell ya it’s rough. People who you think are your friends or whatever they are to you are nothing but two faced assholes. And what sucks is finding it out and they don’t know that you know hahaha….but I do. But I’ll behave and be quite. They know who they are and will feel the heat if they read this hahaha. Idgaf πŸ˜‚. I’ve walked alone for a year now, I’ll keep carrying on taking care of myself by myself. 

I think being myself and not afraid to say what I think or feel either scares or intimidates some people I don’t know, lol whatever. I’ve noticed though there’s a lot of you that are fascinated by me being outspoken…. LoVe Y’aLl!! ❀️

BUT those that still hang with me and have something to do with me don’t seem to mind how I live or whatever. That’s people you keep in contact with. I’ve shown my true self and most have walked off, that only means they can’t handle me and wasn’t true to me to begin with haha idc. 

I know some of you have sent messages wanting to know me more and I appreciate it I really do. I’m so busy with studying and working and this damn sadness I have I can’t keep up on messenger. I apologize to those I can’t answer, I get a lot of messages and it confuses me lol. So for real I’m not being a bitch I promise. 

Thanks to everyone that is real to me! Everyone have a good night! 

Loves Ya!

LoriπŸ’‹

Drove A Rig Today

First time really driving a rig today and I absolutely loved it. I can’t wait til I’m licensed. I know me being a female it’s gonna be rough on me getting shit from men drivers but I ain’t afraid. I’m a bigger bitch who will probably out drive most. I can drive anything lol.

 Regardless I can’t wait. It is really the perfect job for me because I have no reason to sit here in this house alone and struggling like I do. I know I won’t be rich but the potential is great. I’ll get to travel around while getting paid for it. Plus it’ll keep me busy to where I can’t fool around with a relationship. Nobody wants me like that no how. 

I’m still hurting from the shit I got from guys yesterday. I feel so damn bad about myself even more now. And I don’t believe the good comments anymore. I see me in the mirror and I don’t like what I see, I don’t know what they see at all. How can they be so fucking mean like that to me though? Why? Hurt me…ignore me…why? 

Anyway back to the truck thing. It felt awesome driving something that big but I did kinda feel like an ant haha. I think my biggest fear is turning one over. Ugh scares me lol. But…all that power and hugeness 😜😜. I really do like it, I can’t wait til the day I hand over my house keys and get the hell out of here. 

Annnnd I’m going to my gf’s wedding later. I gotta do something with all this hair of mine lol. I’m so happy for her! ❀️ 

Well gotta go …..have a great day!

Lori